I am so ready and getting more excited about our vacation/honeymoon, 30 days. Please come soon, I do not want to wish away days, moments or experiences but I am pretty high strung right now with all that is going on around me. Mostly work related, some consecutive days off I hope will do great things and be refreshing for me besides make me not want to come back to work.
Let me tell you about stress, I am and can be a high stress person. I like things done well, the best I can. In order, timely manner and without excuse. Or atleast admit your mistakes instead of dodging them- we are after all human and have our moments. I get frustrated with myself and am continually working to be better at work, home and all around. That is my rant.
In short I am ready for a new challenge and a break.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Getting there
I don't get very excited about a lot of things. But some things I can get pretty revved up for.
1 I am finally beginning to look forward to the cruise. Maybe the need for a getaway and the chance to wear a swimsuit in November is making it look so great. And plus I highly enjoy flying.
But this weekend I get to have a slumber party with my girlfriends, a person is never to old for a slumber party. I really need the company and love the company. It truly is a great feeling for me to be surrounded by love by the family and friends who give of it so freely. How wonderful it will be.
1 I am finally beginning to look forward to the cruise. Maybe the need for a getaway and the chance to wear a swimsuit in November is making it look so great. And plus I highly enjoy flying.
But this weekend I get to have a slumber party with my girlfriends, a person is never to old for a slumber party. I really need the company and love the company. It truly is a great feeling for me to be surrounded by love by the family and friends who give of it so freely. How wonderful it will be.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Tia
Aunt: the sister of one's mother or father. http://i.word.com/idictionary/aunt
An aunt is a person who is the sister or sister-in-law of a parent. http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aunt
I have been thinking about the meaning of the word aunt, what it means to be an aunt. One I feel that I am too young to be an aunt, and how different of a feeling is to be an aunt at a distance as opposed to how I was raised with my aunts so nearby. I get to spoil my niece with sweets, clothing, books and toys while I get to spend time with Darren's nephews. Sometimes it's hard, to be so far away from Tegan, I long to hear her babbling, trying to teach her the word tia, as I am sure my name will take awhile longer. I long to connect with my niece the way that I had with my aunts growing up. Even almost two years later it is still hard to swallow the word tia or aunt and I hope to fulfill the role, responsibility and have a great relationship throughout their lives. It's hard when they grow so fast.
An aunt is a person who is the sister or sister-in-law of a parent. http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aunt
I have been thinking about the meaning of the word aunt, what it means to be an aunt. One I feel that I am too young to be an aunt, and how different of a feeling is to be an aunt at a distance as opposed to how I was raised with my aunts so nearby. I get to spoil my niece with sweets, clothing, books and toys while I get to spend time with Darren's nephews. Sometimes it's hard, to be so far away from Tegan, I long to hear her babbling, trying to teach her the word tia, as I am sure my name will take awhile longer. I long to connect with my niece the way that I had with my aunts growing up. Even almost two years later it is still hard to swallow the word tia or aunt and I hope to fulfill the role, responsibility and have a great relationship throughout their lives. It's hard when they grow so fast.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Thoughts
Month 2 and no additional weight has been put on. Slightly not surprised, I have increased my weights but my workout schedule has been haphazard the last couple of weeks. I will continue to work on it and creating the balance I have recently let go due to other obligations. I may also need to increase my snack/meal and protein intake.
I have been thinking about a ton of different things, the future, trying to see past all the issues that I never have been surrounded by before. I worry about the things I cannot control because I see others struggling. I wonder about my health decisions, finding a place to call my career. I want to prepare for what is to come but know that what's to come will be faced as it comes our way.
I have been thinking about a ton of different things, the future, trying to see past all the issues that I never have been surrounded by before. I worry about the things I cannot control because I see others struggling. I wonder about my health decisions, finding a place to call my career. I want to prepare for what is to come but know that what's to come will be faced as it comes our way.
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