A break in the alphabet

To recognize the death that has come to me, not a physical death but an emotional and written death. Today, after much procrastination and thinking that if I let it be it would disappear and never be talked about again. But it did not disappear, vanish into thin air after so many months of not speaking of it instead it made me ruin my weekend thinking about it and made me sweat profusely today. I changed my name, I did not want to, ever, I wanted to keep on being me. And I know that I personally will not change but my identity has, the emotional tie I had to my given last name has been damaged. It's who I became, I finally learned to love myself and accepted who I became long after everyone else did. I was able to grasp how powerful as a woman I could become and the great strengths that no one else could show or give me. I now have two middle names, does that make me better than before? Or simply just me with an additional last name? Going through the motions and it's going I take quite a few glasses of wine. I loved me, the me that finally blossomed and changed, accepted, believed, took chances, the person that Darren fell in love with. I know more changed are yet to come and like this one, time, friends, laughter, and a glass of red will surely make it clear that it's the way it was supposed to be all along.

E, f, g, h

E- exquisite taste, atleast I believe so F- family, of upmost importance G- glamorous is always a thought to evoke when dressing and shopping H- happy, hopeful, honest

A,b,c,d

Sorry for my slacking, I did have great intentions on my April photo challenge and then I let life carry me away. To other causes, gym nights and sleep. I always I need my sleep and weekend naps make everything better. So something new, I thought of this as a way for expression and hey maybe I saw it somewhere and now it's coming to light. A- anxious for what's to come in life. B- believe that there is more, each day a new chance to start over. C- constantly thinking, wondering, hoping and praying. D- dessert should never be passed up.

April

http://www.fatmumslim.com.au/2012/03/april-photo-day-list-join-in.html?m=1

I found this awhile back on Pinterest and thought, I am going to do this!  Needless to say I knew that the first week would be a little tricky as we would be away on vacation but then again its just committing to make the time to look for the different items through out the day.

Day 1 Your Reflection

Day 2 Colour

I kinda cheated on this one, I had it in my photo library. But still a fave for me.

Day 3 Mail

This one I also took at home as we had no mail at the hotel. Mail takes over our kitchen table.

Day 4 Someone who Makes you Happy

That would be Darren for me, this was while on vacation. Fun!

Day 5 Tiny

Darren was collecting shells while at the beach and I was finally able to photograph them today.

Day 6 Lunch

It does not take me long to down my lunch, It was a scrambled egg with tortilla sandwich, a few churritos (mexican fried chip like with chili powder), string cheese and a beverage.

Needless to say I hope to have some more interesting photo moments the rest of this month. 

Soon I will post some vacay photos.