Every once in awhile I get in these moods, or mood. To move. I do not know why or where the urge orginates from but I just want to move away. Get far away from where I am and not look back. I have had this urge since I graduated college, and possibly because I moved back home and still am in Indiana. This desire to move away comes maybe 2 or 3 times a year, usually around spring and in the fall. Its odd, but if I could I probably would. Only thing is right now I have job security, own way too many things and do not want to be like most people I know. I do not want to settle down. 2 weeks ago I was perfectly fine living here in INdy and give me a few more weeks and things will be back to normal. Maybe its the need for a vacation. The nasty, cold weather gets old fast. Ps I do despise winter and snow. I just want to throw my clothes in my truck and go. I could care less if I knew anybody, it would not matter because the destination would be the best part. Maybe I should have never come back to INdiana but I am here and thats that. After college I never wanted to come home but I never fought to stay anywhere else although my job hunt was anywhere and everywhere, just not South Bend if I could help it.
It is also the begining of spring break. A short rest from classes but not from the office. I intend to read a book for myself, not related to class, try to keep as busy as possible and have more than one night of a good sleep. Seeing Darren's sister and nephews later this week and now my trip North is up in the air. Just breathe.
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